i bid topshop goodbye topshop this afternoon at 4.

i can't stand wisma system.

imagine you are a newbie.

you reported to work whereby the stupid in-charge just make you walk up and down like a dumbass.

asking you to find the storeroom and manager yourself whereby it's your first day and you know nuts about the shop.

and go dig out your own punch card.

i punched it at 207pm whereby i reached at 150pm.

f-ck that.

no introduction at all and you know nobody from there.

NOBODY!!

and NOBODY take the initiative to tell you the shop thing or say a simple hi to you.

after briefing i straight away tell the manager i want to tender.

at 4 plus i was asked to go break but amelin talked to me and i say i want to tender.

after talking to her for 20mins.

she accept my request and do paper work.

my tap got loosen when i get to hear sham's voice.

sorry sham. i guess i had disappoint him.

and i can't endure for 7 more days to work with you.

the first day simply sucks a big time already.

paper work done and off i go.

i guess i have to learn how to be independent.

when i was over at suntec i was being treated like a small girl.

whenever i need help, they will be there for me.

whenever i made a mistake, they will be there to correct it.

as for today, i was all alone there and i felt so lost.

all i thought was to tender and end the miserable life over there.

sorry guys.

i can;t work with you guys anymore.

i guess i am blessed to have such a good outlet; topshop suntec.

the strong and bonded family.

it's time for me to learn to be independent.

time to grow up.

the process of growing up is painful but it's a must to go thru.

nights.